Toxics and tryhards are the ones who keep the game alive
Something similar to this, We all hate injuries (Im talking about small ones in this context) But basically what they do is; they pull out the highly globin and RBC concentrated blood out of your blood cycle which is harmful and can even effect the brain and cause depression and headache if it stays for a long time. And they shock your nervous system and refresh your cardiac cycle. I had some instances where I, After a long time of being safe. Crave being injured and feel a sense of pleasure after doing so. If you have lived in a very cold temperature for a long time, You would then seek heat and sweating. And you wouldnt mind staying under a hot sun for few minutes. We all hate mental illness. But ultimately they make your mentality way stronger depending on the pain. Pain. Makes you stronger, And so does injuries, And so does living in a very cold or hot areas. The longer you dont have intimacy. The stronger your desire would be, And the better your performance. And I know this might seem to have nothing to do with a video game and apex in this context but it really does. See what I am trying to explain is. **bleep** I forget lol what Im tryna explain is basically if apex was all positivity and rainbows and casuals, The game would be simply dead lmao. I have grown up to realize that the negative side of things (or apex) is the very crucial part of it. I dare to say its even more crucial than the good parts of it lol (do I sound delulu what the helulu). there is so much to say to this and if you have came this far I really appreciate your time and effort. Thanks. From the heart, To the heart. For the Art.
One last thing I want to add, There are many ancient spiritual and philosophical text that point toward us living in a different realm where it was all love and light a veeery long time ago but eventually what happened is after a long time we got bored from....Pretty much nothing going on lol. And so we were really trying to somehow live in a different way and thats why we are all in this hell hole together hating each other lol