Place a bid, then buy the item and it takes coins both times!!

I clicked bid at 50k on a rare strat item and realized what I did so I clicked BUY NOW to make sure I got the card sense I have been hunting for the GO DEEP rare strat all day and got charged the 50k for the bid and 50k for buy now.... Where is the 50k I bid now that I went and bought the card? I should at least get my bid back and have just spent the 50k right? As you can see it took the entire 100k. So messy.