Where can I start with this one???
First off, if you are Rank 140, you have obviously played this game quite a bit. Secondly, this is a FPS game, you will get killed. I spawn and die all the time. Thirdly, if you can't shoot properly, maybe you should practice more. Fourthly, suppression is part of the game as people are shooting at you. How have you not figured this out after 2 years and rank 140?? As for the "computer generated look", umm this is a computer game so it is computer generated. I have played for years and the game is perfectly fine, maybe your issue is a MOBO with poor audio quality, which is not the game's fault. All in all, Git Gud