2 years ago
Farewell For Now.
I had to start a topic for this because it feels right. A forum member asked me why I really hang here on this board when I actually dont talk about the game, at first I got a bit insulted, but when...
@NeonSkyline21
No you asked me a question, thats it. But you started something inside me. But it's 💯% me, no worries buddy.
Oh, it's a long story, but to keep it short, mentally ill, I was not in a happy place, NHL (gaming) became my escape from my own feelings, the game had to take a lot of my frustration, until one day when I almost had an psychosis, I cant really even today say what happen, but it scared the * out of me, it was my wake up call, from that day I have tryed to connect with my own feelings and get to know myself on a higher level.
So unfortunately, gaming and NHL and even this place for some reason, remind me of a time in my life that wasent great. Even though I still miss some of those days.
But thats also a reason why I need to step back and take a breather.
But it feels like breaking up from a girl, because even though this place can be really negative, I still feel I belong, thats why im so open about it, here on this board, in text, you guys dont scare me.
And im truly greatful to all the kind words in this thread, it make me feel like it was not all for nothing.
I got a lot to be thankful from this place, just such thing how my English has become so much better, and thank you for indulgence there, ya all.
And I really hope I one day can return to be one of you all, just playing the game and enjoying life.
Be careful to each other and again, thank you all for the kind words and support, goes straight to my heart.
Peace (hockey)Brothers. Hockey create Unity! 🙏