Online gameplay

I am a second year fc player now. I have never become so enraged by a game in my entire life. The online gameplay is beyond miserable. FIFA ultimate team is addicting because you lose so many games and you hold on to the feeling that you get when you finally win one. You can not win in this game unless you are buying fc points. I don’t spend my money on this game because there are already too many things in online gameplay you can’t control. This is the worst game I have ever played in my entire life. I waste so much time of my life playing fut and it only pushes me further into the spiral of rage. SBCs are terrible and leave much to be desired. Division rivals is beyond terrible. Why does it seem like you can only win 3-4 games in a row before you seemingly lose 15. I can not believe I have wasted so much time on a game. It seems like a social experiment by EA to see how bad they can make a game and still have a player base. I know I am going to keep playing this game just because of how addicting it is. But it has to be the worst most enraging game you can possibly play. I concede terrible goals and literally want to smash anything and everything in my room. Please make a better game. This is so so terrible. I can not believe that people actually spend money on fc points.