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9 years ago
Ehhhhh Yeah Thanks Lemmy and Beech. Things are technically not okay, but I've decided not to go up to Pennsylvania with my grandmother because my mom, great aunt, and Pop are going. Plus like everyone else already lives there so they're all good.
Okay so my grandmother said I can tell friends but not anyone else. You are all my friends, but she basically didn't want me sticking it on Facebook, so I won't, but here she said was okay. My grandmother was super close to her brother Joe, and Joe was sick but doing well and then randomly died, and then police and paramedics everywhere. It scared my gma's sister and nephew to death and they called her when she was at work, and they were panicking. Which made HER panick. So then she called me panicking and then I PANICKED.
But teh g'ma is going up to PA because her brother knew he was dying (didn't know it was gonna be so soon though) and Joe wanted my g'ma to do his eulogy. My g'ma was bawling at me like she didn't think she could do it, and I said "If you break down in it, everyone will totally understand, just do what you can."
But I'm 30ish. Not going to tell you my actual age, but yeah. I have NEVER in my LIFE heard my grandmother cry, and I heard her cry for the first time in my life yesterday. And it messed me up. I was getting choked up, having panic attacks, crying, all that, because when my grandmother, who is the most chill person in the world (unless you're cleaning) cries, you kinda cry too cause she NEVER cries!
So yeah... that was the issue, and everything is technically not okay.
I'm going in game now.
Okay so my grandmother said I can tell friends but not anyone else. You are all my friends, but she basically didn't want me sticking it on Facebook, so I won't, but here she said was okay. My grandmother was super close to her brother Joe, and Joe was sick but doing well and then randomly died, and then police and paramedics everywhere. It scared my gma's sister and nephew to death and they called her when she was at work, and they were panicking. Which made HER panick. So then she called me panicking and then I PANICKED.
But teh g'ma is going up to PA because her brother knew he was dying (didn't know it was gonna be so soon though) and Joe wanted my g'ma to do his eulogy. My g'ma was bawling at me like she didn't think she could do it, and I said "If you break down in it, everyone will totally understand, just do what you can."
But I'm 30ish. Not going to tell you my actual age, but yeah. I have NEVER in my LIFE heard my grandmother cry, and I heard her cry for the first time in my life yesterday. And it messed me up. I was getting choked up, having panic attacks, crying, all that, because when my grandmother, who is the most chill person in the world (unless you're cleaning) cries, you kinda cry too cause she NEVER cries!
So yeah... that was the issue, and everything is technically not okay.
I'm going in game now.