The Thorn of Secrets
Author's Notes ** I wanted to try something different in my sims3 game play and have discovered that once being terrified of supernatural EP (those Zombies just creep me out), now I'm in love wi...
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Jagger arrived to Michael’s dorm and found him outside playing the guitar.
“J you are here” Michael shocked to see him.
“Mike that elixir you brought where is it?” Jagger said in a firm voice.
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“What… how did you know?...Why?” Michael stumped how he knew
“Mike give it to me, NOW!” Jagger firmed up his voice.
“NO I want to take it so that I'm human again. You don’t want me because I'm a wolf and I’ll do anything just so I don’t lose you”. Michael responded in a defensive manner.
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“GIVE ME THE ELIXIR!” Jagger erupted in the angriest tone he’s ever shown Michael before
“Don’t make me fight you for it, as it will end badly NOW GIVE IT TO ME!” Jagger’s demon was rising yet remained controlled.
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Michael saw something in Jagger’s eyes he had never seen in the whole time he had known him, the devil was alive and dancing, he felt his heart sink with pain, he didn’t understand why Jagger would do this to him, yet he saw that place he always saw, the love the true love, reluctantly he handed the elixir to Jagger
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Jagger threw it on the fire as they both watched it vaporize in thin air.
“That was the only one that was made… and it’s wasted” Michael said in desperation
“J I do not understand why… WHY?!” Michael snapped.
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Jagger grabbed Michael
“Listen to me, you drink that, and you would not see the sunrise …. you would be dead!”
Michael stumped he heard the words “WHAT!” escape his vocal cords.
“M you cannot drink the Lycan Cure elixir you are born a wolf, you are who you are… please… I cannot tell you anymore.. you will have to go home for that information but you must trust me.” Jagger said in his usual humbled tone.
“J please what do you mean” Michael still confused.
“M you will know when you go home I am forbidden to tell you, please respect me for this, please. Once you have been told I will tell you all I know, until then you must trust me as you always have.” Jagger said sincerely.
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“Now come here and embrace me, hold me” as Jagger pulled Michael to his body, he yearned to feel him as Michael had missed him. They embraced and just held one another, an hour had passed, no words were said, their bodies remained embraced. Both took deep breaths embracing each others auras.
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“M I'm sorry I put you through hell, believe me this has been hell for me too.. you couldn’t imagine what I have been faced with of late. Betrayal, information I still cannot digest, The prophecy has come alive and I'm just trying to understand everything… and watching you from afar being sure you are doing what you need to do yet wanting to touch you, feel you” Jagger said breaking the silence.
“WHAT you’ve been watching me? How could you do that I didn’t sense you?” Michael replied intrigued.
Jagger now knew Michael had a radar
“M you know when you track you have that radar, a radar that is used for hunting and hunting alone, it is what guides you to your prey or item you need to find, correct?”
“YES” Michael replied with a smile
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“Vampires have this too, this is how I track, you failed mine when I first found you in the forest yet it was my other senses that sensed you there, my smell, hearing and my sight as I followed, it was then I saw you. Just as you hunt so can I, this is how we operate”
Jagger continued “now listen to me and listen carefully, there are a very few of us who are born with a pure core, pure souls, what the universe gifts us, it is this gift that is to fail the radar from other hunters, a rare gift, you are one of them! I cannot track you like others, I can only tap into your mind and find where you are. No one can track or hunt you. As I cannot be hunted, do you understand what I'm telling you?”
“So, what you’re telling me is we are hidden when any hunter is on the hunt, we cannot be prey or found?” Michael trying to digest his new information
“That’s right, the universe has granted us this gift. This is why no one can find me when I want to remain hidden and you are exactly the same. Those walls you have built up in your mind are what protect you from anyone tracking you, however because we both are connected this is how I am able to find you, if you really tried you would find me too” Jagger confirmed.
“Wow!” Michael blown away by what he just learned.
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“There is more Mike… a lot more.. but we both will need time and safe place to discuss these matters and I mean safe, not here… for now I just want to be with you.. to embrace what I have missed, yearned for so long”.
“Me too J I miss you so so much, just to look into your eyes, your essence, I missed you more than words can describe it’s been hell”. Michael agreed.
“I know M I'm so sorry I wasn’t there for you when you got bitten, I am truly sorry please forgive me”
“There is noting to forgive J you’ve done nothing wrong, I've just miss you. It burns with pain how much I missed you”.
“As it does for me too Mike, believe me it burns inside me too” Jagger replied
“Mike, you still need to learn more, you full potential is yet to be woken” Jagger added.
“I have to step back and let you live your new life, you have Cyd and other wolves to help you, you need to embrace this” Jagger added knowing he had so much he wanted to tell Michael but was not permitted, he wanted to get his needed points across as much as possible.
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“My love listen, living life as a supernatural is a very different path and no one can make it work but you, you have to continue to work from your core, you will never lose that, I will continue to watch over you, protect you when and were I can, but remember train and work hard with your new abilities. As you grow stronger so will your control”.
“J is it true that wolves and vampires cannot be together? Michael asked hesitantly.
“YES it is true, it is also true that two men cannot be together and what have we been doing? Jagger added
“There are many wolf-vampire hybrids who have made it work and they are in hiding for fear of what might happen to them” Jagger informs Michael of the very news he recently found out.
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“So you haven’t changed how you feel about me?” Michael relieved yet scared of losing Jagger’s heart.
“M come on, you have opened up my heart more than the mother of my children has, do you think you’re wolf habits will put me off?”
“But I know vampires are clean, regal, and proud, where wolves are…”
“Pesky in their ways Mike… but it doesn’t make you dirtier than me does it? You’re conscious of your hygiene just as much as I am, yes, Wolves are proud creatures too believe me there is not much difference between us only the obvious” Jagger added
“But I love shredding furniture..” Michael added embarrassed.
“And you enjoy having your belly rubbed” Jagger added with a chuckle
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“Like I said embrace your new life Mike, let it guide you, you need to let it consume your mindset, your body has embraced it. It will be what sets you free and embraces your soul” Jagger knew Michael was smart and would hear his words.
“I love you, you really are amazing J you are my guardian angel, the wind that flows beneath my wings.” Michael replies with a flutter to his own core.
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“I love you too very much, remember just because I am not in your face or sharing your bed, it does not mean my love for you has changed, we will catch up time to time but it must be in complete secrecy. I cannot tell you why right now, but you have to trust me” Jagger knew he had to keep his distance, he also knew Michael wouldn’t understand completely why.
“Also if you need to bed with someone….. do so, I will not be angry” Jagger added hesitantly
“WHAT!!! ...But” Michael stumped at Jagger's words.
“No buts, when you’re body begins it’s metamorphosis, it will heighten other desires, sexuality will rise. This is normal, do as you must I know where you heart is, as for your body it’s merely the vehicle that gets us from place to place nothing more. You just get your release and feel no guilt” Jagger added painfully.
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“J I CANNOT, if I cannot bed with you then I will bed no one! I don’t want anyone I WANT YOU! Michael replied with some disappointment.
“M I can’t always be here to help you with a release, I need to keep my distance, for both our safety, for both our lives… please” Jagger replied with urgency
“NO!” Michael snapped as he didn’t want to hear it.
Jagger knew Michael was strong but realized he was stronger than he had given him credit for.
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“As you wish! I will do my best to be with you when I can, but know this, the risks are high now, higher than ever, I have to remain hidden, I am about to do the very thing that has been done to me all my life, a huge turn has taken place and I need to find who my true allies are… So forgive me if I do not come to you all the time.. please” Jagger burned with pain as he spoke.
“J, please I don’t care! I just want to know that you haven’t stopped loving me because I'm a wolf.” Michael added saddened.
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“No My love I will tell you more once we can talk again, however know this, I am around, you are in thoughts and deep in my heart but visually you will not be seeing me much at all. Nothing has changed between us, if anything it is stronger than it ever has been I need you to have faith in that and believe me”. Jagger added in a whisper as he reached out to touch Michael’s face.
“I do J I can see you’re telling me the truth, I miss you, your aura, your essence… so much” Michael said feeling heavy as he didn’t understand the secrecy and he could see Jagger was withholding information, he wouldn’t press him as he knew he had his reason for the secrecy.
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“J I have a question.. I was told vampires love wolfs blood?” Michael asked with curiosity.
“Yes this is true, it’s the sweetest tasting nectar a vampire can enjoy, why?” Jagger replied
“Will you feed off me?”
“NO”
“Why?” Michael feeling confused.
“Mike I might be a supernatural, a coldblooded vampire but I am not a heartless animal. I protect the one I love, I only feed in pure emergencies, it’s how I express love to the one I love. There are plenty of wolves and warm blooded creatures for me to feed off”.
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“Is there a reason, is my blood not good enough?” Michael asking with confusion.
Jagger belly laughs “No it’s perfectly fine, I will one day, I promise. I will gift you the experience of this passion, not just yet.”
“Also I will remind you this… do not let a vampire feed off you!, my loyals will not tread on my turf and the ones who are not loyal will want kill or turn you. So let it be known you are never to let a vampire attempt to feed off you unless it is me. And I will not do it just yet”. Jagger added.
“OK” Michael wasn’t sure but he trusted Jagger’s words.
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“Jag.. I am sorry for being stupid in asking”
Jagger knew the question.. “M no stupid questions just ask me.”
“Does it hurt?.. when you?”
“YES and no, there are two variants. Feeding on the arm, this hurts, it is to remind warm blooded creatures our power and it’s a great way for us to show our power. Believe me I play on it a lot” he winks as Michael in humor.
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“On the neck, this is only reserved for the one we love, it hurts a little but the sensual explosion overpowers everything because of this there is no pain, it is more like a powerful explosive or*ga*sm, much like when we have our passionate times but with a lot more intensity” Jagger added with arousal knowing the pleasure he would get from the very experience.
“Mike I know you want to experience this, all in good time, trust me I will one day, you still need to learn your full strength and potential. The desires you have you must learn to control and once it’s reached it’s highest point and you’ve mastered the control, then I will gift you this passion, trust me it will be my honor to share this with you”.
Jagger could see that Michael was eager to feel the passion, he knew wolves had heightened sexual desires especially during the Lunar phases, he also knew he needed Michael to build up his self control with his mind. Jagger knew with his bite Michael would succumb all sense of control, it would weaken him to his desires, so it was easier to let him wonder about it than to let him experience it.
Michael didn’t understand why Jagger didn’t want to let him experience that level of passion, but knew Jagger was wiser and far more experienced in this area so he didn’t want to press any more about it.
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“Can you stay… please…. I really have missed you.” Michael asked
“Mike I cannot… please, it burns my soul believe me I desire to hold your body next to mine but the risks are too high for both our lives, please this is very difficult for me too. We will meet up again in secrecy soon, keep your mind open to me, Summon me when you really need me as I will do the same”
“AND yes we will make tender passion as always, when the time permits, right now I ask if you just hold me so I can feel your warm breath upon my face and your warm body against mine. I have yearned just to be with you. I have missed you too” Jagger added with pain in his own heart.
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They stood together embraced enjoying each others aura. Both hearts hurting for different reasons yet the same desires.
Jagger had to do the hardest thing and leave without sharing Michael's warm bed. It burned through both their cores, yet justices was served as both their love remained true to one another and stronger than ever.
Michael didn’t understand what Jagger knew for him to be so secretive, it bothered him, but he also knew Jagger told him the truth, he felt humbled knowing he didn’t lose his true love and that’s all that mattered to him.
Jagger reluctantly left Michael's embrace, he now had the biggest task of his life and he knew he had limited time to do it. Like the silent assassin in the night, where he was never seen or heard, with immense tasks ahead of him he left, yet he knew he would watch over Michael unseen.
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