Assignment 1 Application :
Well, As you know I am Carmella.. I am so excited about Boot Camp for Modeling.. Wow I hope I get Accepted...My Mom told me since I was a little girl I loved to play dress up in different kinds of Costumes, especially her high heels, Must explain why I love to wear Heels so much...She Said I would usually fall down though "Giggles" I do remember wanting to be a Fairy or a Princess....I have always been very "Picky" about my clothes....I Love all the Fashion Magazines and dress fashionable...I get my hair done all the time with different colors and styles I love the Extensions I have Now "Giggles... With my dream of being a Fashion Model comes with My Disabilites... We will get into that a bit later... :( Right now I just want to be excited that even with my being disabled in some ways I hope I will get accepted .... My Mom Raised Me and my little brother after going through a very rough marriage and all I remember was My father coming home not acting right all the time but then he would act right... It confused me and saddened me and I remember alot of fighting and My Mom crying alot.... so I would cry too because my Mom was sad most all the time! I guess I was about 12 years old when my Father came home not acting right and I was told by my Mom that my Dad had some problems and was going away to the hospital to get well .... I said to my Mom well I will miss my Daddy but if comes back and is better then You will be happy and so will I .. At that time my brother was only a toddler so he has no memories of this.... My father left and I remember it being a time where there was so much laughter and no tension in our home and we did many things as a family... We even went on a Vacation without hearing My Dad start yelling .... I was sad My Father was gone but I was so Happy with my Mom and I Smiling and having fun and not worried about the next time my Dad would not act right ... I say act right because to me at that young age I didnt totally understand why he didnt act right.... All of the laughter and fun Immediately STOPPED...........When Dad came home from the hospital.. My Mother prepared me for him coming home and thought I was old enough to be told "Why" My Dad didnt act right... She told me "Camella, Your Dad has a problem with drinking" and I asked her what do you mean drinking? He drinks too much alcohol and when he does that he gets mean and angry... I thought about it and remembered my Dad always having bottles and bottles of something We were not to touch ... so I asked if that was it and she said yes Carmella....That was the day I found out My Dad was an Alcoholic ..... My family life was never normal .... as you see... so thats when I really got into my Fashion Magazine and even started Drawing Clothing Designs.....My Mom bought me a Sewing Machine where I could cut out patterns I'd drawn and make simple things like Purses out of material .... She knew how to sew but it had been many years so she taught me and it got Me away from all the Sadness and being Scared .... When My Dad would be so mean ... So with that being said I would Love to come to BootCamp Modeling It would be somewhere I could do Fashion and also through doing it I could possibly heal from all the pain and My Mom is really Excited about this chance for me She thinks I would do very well and I need an Outlet because most the time I tend to stick to my Mom and Brother and My Bestie Alicia ..... Thanks, Carmella PS... Sorry I am Feeling Really Nervous.....
Assignment 1 - Model Application
