"BabyDollAnne;14913391" wrote:
*lies down on bench* well doc.. ya see... Wait, wrong room?...
I guess i'll just ahve a cheeky vent while i'm here.
For my whole life I've been living with my emotionally abusive mother, she knows I have a mental illness and continues to barge into my room without warning, making loud noises and yelling at me when it is known this sends me into an attack.
But.. Because of the way my boyfriend sees her treating me. We've been talking about moving out. The only thing is that, the money just isn't there for us. I'm currently unemployed and he's a student on summer break. I'm applying for jobs in the care industry, and they're well paid but.. I can't help thinking maybe i'd get to live with him faster if i took back up my former job which was, heavily taxing both mentally and physically..
I guess I just needed to have that off my chest.
**sits next to Anne**Hugs and more hugs**
I hope that you find strength, courage, and grace as you move through this challenge. <3
And, from a writerly perspective, I know that sometimes when I look at the challenges I go through with the eyes of a writer, it provides just enough space and detachment that I can feel a little peace. We can draw from our challenges in the Sims stories we tell--I know you've done this in the past, and it's added such depth and richness to your writing. Whenever I'm mired in deep challenges, a little corner of my perspective zooms out and looks on as a writer. Sometimes, that gives me space to breathe.
