Forum Discussion
10 years ago
Hey there Kindness Bench!
I've been under some high stress lately, and my daily chronic migraine has been as furious as ever. I find it is so hard to really get people to understand just how much time having a chronic pain condition takes away from things like playing Sims, writing, and getting reading in. I feel like some people think I'm ignoring them just because I haven't fit their story into my reading cycles yet, or I'm letting folks down by my slow update schedule... but the truth of the matter is, I'm doing as much as I can given the amount of spoons I've got (the majority of which go towards the fulltime job... no FT job, no health insurance to fight the pain-beast, so...) I find anymore I feel like I'm an ouraboros... it's very frustrating.
Crazy as it is, I find it very soothing to color. I realize that's just taking away yet more time that could be dedicated to something else, but I kinda like to just take out colored pencils and a nice coloring book and work away while I listen to a podcast or a Sim LP in the background. Does anyone else have tried and true "wind down" techniques? (Or recommendations of some great coloring books... I'm looking to expand, heh!)
I've been under some high stress lately, and my daily chronic migraine has been as furious as ever. I find it is so hard to really get people to understand just how much time having a chronic pain condition takes away from things like playing Sims, writing, and getting reading in. I feel like some people think I'm ignoring them just because I haven't fit their story into my reading cycles yet, or I'm letting folks down by my slow update schedule... but the truth of the matter is, I'm doing as much as I can given the amount of spoons I've got (the majority of which go towards the fulltime job... no FT job, no health insurance to fight the pain-beast, so...) I find anymore I feel like I'm an ouraboros... it's very frustrating.
Crazy as it is, I find it very soothing to color. I realize that's just taking away yet more time that could be dedicated to something else, but I kinda like to just take out colored pencils and a nice coloring book and work away while I listen to a podcast or a Sim LP in the background. Does anyone else have tried and true "wind down" techniques? (Or recommendations of some great coloring books... I'm looking to expand, heh!)