This sounds very scary. I've been addicted before, but not to sims, this must feel terrible to think "i'm addicted to a game.." as you've said! Know that it is ok to be sad about this addiction, but not to blame yourself.
I have anxiety that is related to other types of things, but I understand the obsessions (with bad connotations) I had bad bromidrophobia, and felt scared to leave the tub; being something unusual, like a game, does not make this less serious.
Please call your family doctor, assuming you are a minor. Or text the free crisis hotline and ask where to go, they are not judgy, and are 100% confidential. Thank you for speaking up, reading this passage, many face this. Good luck simmers.
