"rosemow;12979443" wrote:
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Please don't kill yourself. Although life is hard for you, it will get better and you have had a bad day. It is good to let your emotions flood out and to express how you are feeling. By letting it out, you can feel better inside. Your parents and siblings do muchly love you, and would be so very , very heart broken if you weren't here. I know that things seem bad and hard now, but please hang in there. Keep posting here whenever you feel like expressing how you are feeling. We will be here to listen. I care very much how you are feeling. Please post again. Sending lots of special thoughts. I am thinking of you.
While I'm in this thread I'd like to add to this. MelanieSimlish, please remember that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. You definitely sound like you've had it rough, and I completely respect that you feel you have, but there is so much in life to look forward to. You are young and life has many wonderful surprises in store for you, but you need to be around to see them. If you ever feel like you're getting to that edge again I strongly encourage you to look up one of likely many phone help lines and counseling lines to help you through. Or look at this thread and know there are people who don't even really know you that want you to be around. Just keep trying and don't give up.
