Dive trails needs to be permanent, please!

Not keeping my reward after working so hard is ridiculous. This game is my Life. I spend all my money on it. Yet the will still take more after I worked my butt off. It's honestly made me cry. I just don't get it. Value is in the eye of the beholder and even if everyone had I trail. I would still know what I went through to get mine and the friends/family/community that helped me along the way and so will everyone else. So apex/respawn/ea please let us keep that which we have worked so hard to earn! Please.

Thanks to those who read this, I truly appreciate you!