I got perma banned for telling others to kill themself in the game

When I play ranked I never duo with anyone else, I solo, so this makes my games mentally a lot harder. When I die with my both of my teammates being in a different building, I get fed up and tell them usually just die instead of running away and having 0 intention to recover my banner - this is so I could just go next without waiting 2 minutes, until my banner is gone for ever.

The past two days I have played non stop and even if I did not enjoy playing, I still played. For a whole day. There was nothing enjoyable about it when I was playing. I wasted my two days. I got mentally very broken person, so I was very prone to a ban. Because I were calling every hour or two a player "noob" and then telling them just die for quicker rematch.

I spent one day before my perma ban literally 150 euros. That is 140 bucks. Then I get banned the next day. Is there any way to reduce my restriction to few weeks or even months? I was toxic teammate and I didnt tell them anything positive, I mean, I did say good job and etc.

I guess I am baffled for two things, first, they say I got perma ban for saying "[Snip - Probably shouldn't repeat what got you banned on our forums.]" because, the bloodhounds raven wasnt doing anything good. There was two squat alive, our and enemy. When I used my raven to search it, he went to completely opposite direction. Second thing, I get banned for telling them to die in game? Like for a good reason.