@lnxtv You should watch Mandes stream. Guy misses & trolls a lot. Yet still sometimes makes amazing miracle plays. You can really see what real aim means since he is at the moment playing only snipers so flicking & point shooting is the key. With Mag guns its more about controlling the recoil & tracking. All of those equally important in terms of aiming.
Even with his decade worth of fps aim training sometimes you miss. And when you are at that level of skill its not so much about hitting the target but more of hitting the best possible target/headshots = more dmg.
Mande also quite often hosts customs with his viewers where you can actually try playing with him.
Managed to get in to one of his customs and got insta oneclipped by Genburton + R99 🙂
PS.
On a personal note I feel you are at the same point as I was couple of seasons back.
Accepted that certain things in Apex cant be avoided/fixed.
Acknowledged that, I personally am the only person in charge of my gaming experience. Gaming shouldnt be miserable.
So I took a whole season off and played aim trainers (& single player games) instead. Came back stronger (KD from 0.4 -> 0.8).
The addiction to Apex also wore off during that time so I am now in much better control of my experience.
Overall having much more fun playing Apex than I had prior to my one season timeout.