Should I quit playing online multiplayers?

@jokool_aid I think you just need to take a break. Ofcourse you can quit if you really want to but don't forget that games are meant to be fun. I think the reason you feel like that is that you're putting way too much time and effort and obviously you'd want to see results but like the old saying "You are your own worst critic" you're expecting way too much for yourself. Instead of comparing yourself to others compare yourself to your old self and see how much you improved. Also the game did not took pity on you, the game doesn't care who you are, you improved that's why they look new or less experienced.
It's okay to complain. It's okay to get mad. We're all human after all.