Your dedication to this game is of such note that I really do think that EA should recognise it in some way.
The game you describe in your many posts is one that I really would like to experience and at a guess many others would as well, you are very lucky to have such a unique personal experience yourself, to the point where pretty much everyone but you is bad at this game (apologies if I offended you).
The only thing that I can think exceeds your dedication to this game is your inability to accept the reality of many other players, the blatantly obvious failures of this game that can be found documented in youtube videos and the spectrum of Internet forums and your rejection of anything remotely negative that is based in fact.
Being able to reject the reality of getting killed from hundreds of meters away by a pistol, someone turning around and killing them even though they unloaded 50 rounds into them and such is an outstanding skill that I would suggest that you are probably world leader material, only since about 2016 though mind.