Time to get lost even more.
So the pre-access version of the game deluxe edition was installed on a ssd.
After a night of sleep and a windows update, game wouldn't launch. That i'm sure of.
Now i'm installing it on my hdd c:/ i launched it while downloading and it's playable i mean Arcade is available i can choose a character.
I don't understand anything because it feels weird now that it works only after reinstalling it on another drive, so my guess is that the multiple versions of the game + new patch caused by pre-access versions of the game into worldwide launch + the removing of the crystals (who knows.) just f'd up everything.
The truth is out there.