Fear of starting a Youtube Channel

It sucks that people in your class do that and it says more about them than it does you. People can be so cruel and I'll never understand why - but know that you're not alone in your passion and that there is nothing uncool about being passionate! The world needs more people like you.

If you really don't want to start from scratch, then perhaps you could try and just post the videos anyway. If people are mean to you about it, then they're the real losers, not you. I know it's tough though, especially if you're in school. If it's really worrying you, then creating another channel under a different name could be an idea.

I was bullied in school, also for being passionate (but about music). It bothered me but I never stopped doing what I love. These days, all of the people who bullied me are unhappy and they're ultimately fools because they're not being their true selves. Just remember that their attitude doesn't reflect on you at all, anybody who makes fun of somebody for being passionate isn't even worth worrying about. :)