Sits on the benchUhh where even to begin? I feel like I need to do this in bullet points.
- First of all, I don't like complaining when I feel like my problems pale in comparison to other people's hardships
- But I realize I must if only to justify myself in writing
- I absolutely LOVE the story I am writing, and it seems as odd as it may sound that I love it more and more when I am not writing it
- Why? Because I feel like I am not doing it justice...
- Then again, I am having quite a stressful situation at home: currently living at my partner's parents/it was supposed to be temporary but after i found a job my partner lost his then he got one and moving has been taking too long
- the reason for it being stressful is because me and my partner enjoy our alone time and I don't feel at home here
- they are good people but I always feel like I need to retreat in the tiny bedroom I share with him to feel at home
- it makes me feel shitty and wrong
- it affects my mood, my work and everything
- ABOUT MY STORY: I know I want to keep on writing because I already have planned ahead and have so many future chapters already written and planned (in my head) but it's hard to find the will the write and I think that's because I don't have my own cozy little corner to retreat to and delve into my hobby
- PLUS my laptop is slowly but surely dying and even my partner's gaming laptop blue screens sometimes. He doesn't mind me using it for my screenshot but it's hard to find the time when he doesn't use it as he is a gamer
All in all I feel a bit deflated and don't have the air to pump myself back up :(
