I have extreme fear for the Grim Reaper

Grim doesn't bother me at all, but I understand this. I have a minor fear of dying in video games. When I was younger, I would avoid playing video games because dying made me so physically tense and stressed. I would use cheats to turn off death. No idea why this bothered me so much. I eventually got over the fear by just reminding myself it isn't real, it's just a game. I started off just playing games on easy mode until I became more confident. Now it doesn't bother me at all. For you, I would recommend using cheats to disable death, as others have suggested already. All the best