Every single one of you are bloody awesome. If made true friends here, it's very quite overwhelming and emotional and I don't even really get that emotional, I don't even cry at funerals, call me harsh but I think it's more along the lines of I've found a place that I really enjoy and that's down to fantastic people like yourselves, this is a place that I hold quite dearly and that's the only reason I can think of. So once again thank you all and hopefully I have the correct mindset soon. Dw jay, iam still watching seinfeld and when certain lines are said, I think of the fun times I've had with our convo's. sky, brother, I know you just came back but it's just a case if wrong timing and I always have terrible luck with that. Thanks you all, ill keep reading and posting on this thread ONLY until I go to sleep and ill say my final good bye. Your support ATM is making my "outside" situation a hell of alot easier to deal with.