Battlefield 3 is missing from my library

Wanted to revive some of my old memories by playing bf3. Didn't use origin(it now even has a new name) for a while. To now log in and find out that the game is missing from my library. I had the game since 2012 and played it for a long time. Last time recorded was 5 years ago. How can this possibly happen? I can log-in in battlelog with no problem though. EA this is a joke to be honest. You cannot be serious
https://battlelog.battlefield.com/bf3/user/pubertyhits/