Lets Talk About 'Skill-Based Matchmaking'?

@JiboTVSo in 8 hours Ive had a complete change in oppinion I hate SBMM I think its just because I drained my brain mentally playing so long today and i couldnt sleep last night so I only slept for like 4-5 hours I just can’t do any pubs after the christmas update whatever they changed messed it all up for me the players are all way beyond my skill level now... I cant do any damage like 200 tops or anything without being sniped or laserred from across the map but I think a big part of that is im mentally drained and can’t be a try hard rn and my eyes are burning honestly im ready to quit playing awhile I probally would but I gottta get the damn L star and finish the badge its at 63/75 then im probally done til season 4 or a new update I may keep farming xp in the new xmas mode though im just drained rn and officially see your point of view no way to just chill and have fun anymore I was having alot of fun when I was trying to be a sweaty wraith or my man gibralter but you can only do that for so long then SBMM sucks I just can’t play at all rn without going solo between my stupid mistakes or my teammates mistakes every round is just awful one mess up and your dead i can barely even get a kill or 2 if im lucky ._. literally feels like everyone has perfect precise aim and never miss a single shot its total bs and most everyones has perfect aim... you shoot them in the back then they just do a complete 180 spin and your lasered to practically nothing in a second... i swear these * are hacking im getting sick of it get me tf out of these lobbys and put me where I was they were hard enough these are just * and im ready to * quit this peice of * * game 

i think because I played the new event mode so much and was winning every single match pretty much for awhile it promoted me to * I can’t handle if it dosnt demote me back I quit

i think I probally did 15-20 matches highest damage was like 327... averaged 50-200 and pretty much 0 kills occasionally 1-2 idk wth they did but I can’t play against these monsters they all got 4k damage badges, the badge you get for winning as kill leader ( I have 2 of those but Im trash), 20k kill badges, etc  and 1000s of kills  and perfect precision aim....everyone my skill level gets to stay in a banner card the whole match yay, me and my teammate were practically always dead with some pro carrying us (literally carrying our banners) -.- i quit the game apex legends can kiss my big fat gibralter booty for awhile unless I wake up tomorrow and can actually play the game again when my minds rejuvenated 

i mean even after all this nonsence I stilk want SBMM, but it is currenty so BROKEN the games unplayable... idk how tf they decide your skill level but they are doing something so wrong... whatever tf they changed at the start of the xmas event needs reverted to the way it was before the xmas event that SBMM was perfect for me I could atleast get 3-5 kills rarely like 1 game out of 50 I would get 7-9 kills but then the following game i would just get my butt wooped again but the current SBMM i cant even get a kill literally people got aim bot precision with their aim in this lobby I got a controller... (on PC against M+K) bad enough against people my skill level not these crazy monsters its just impossible