Lost fun of playing with randoms

For me kills are the main focus in a BR since the more you kill the better you get in shooting and also I dont enjoy walking around and hiding in BR games, I would rather play then a real survival game like DayZ or Scum they fun in walking around and looting because you will never know what will happen and there are friendly ppl aswell but in a BR everyone just kills each other. BR games just dont work with only squad mode since everyone is different and everyone wants to play different, also ppl that play in discord with an organised team have like a huge advantage over the ppl that dont.