new player, games are way too difficult

@Cherubx

Everything @dSKyNafinchin said is true except, "The best way that I found for me to improve (even to this day), is to play fast/aggressive." For me the opposite was true. Slow and steady, cautiously playing the edges of the circle. It never endeared me to my teammates, and it still doesn't, but I never could see how rushing in and dying constantly could be a confidence-builder. It wasn't then, it still isn't. For me. Foor for thought.