Season 20 release is terrible!

I completely agree i have played this game since it's release and has been the only game I have ever been able to continuously come back to because I am autistic and I have a hard time focusing apex has allways been my highest played game but with this new season 20 it brings me great heartache that it has become unplayable and unenjoyable for those of us that would like the average playable experience half of the fun was building your own shields or finding gold ones and being able to drop them for my less experienced team mates and friends to protect them from dying immediately it gave us more experienced players a fighting chance to protect our friends to help them get more enjoyment out of our matches and it's even more disappointing to know this will never be fixed because us lower class players really have no say in anything and those who are pros and spend there life savings in the game will cover the loss from us average plays quiting and loosing what used to be a very very enjoyable game