Am I crazy for muting my squads each match?

@DeepBeats So? I was making a point about aim assist not helping me. I miss way more shots than I hit but that doesn't mean I haven't got kills and wins. I've lost way more games than I've won. I've had so many games with ZERO kills. Plenty actually. What does that have to do with anything? Saying all that though, Ive won hundreds of games. Evne with my losing all my progression and being reset to zero, I have a win rate of over 6%, not 60%. I have a KD of 1.4 not 4.4. I'm not trying to pretend in anyway that I'm a great Apex player but again that doesn't mean I lied. My highest kill count is 22. My secon is 20. My 3rd is 16. All in all I have had 10+ kills maybe a dozen or so times. 

Again. What does that have to do with aim assist?? 

It seems to me I hurt your feelings in someway though and I suppose I should apologize before this escalates. And yes. People play the way they want. You are right. And again I'll ask the original question I asked. If you have no interest in playing with a squad, why don't you activate the NO FILL option in the loby and just jump solo? Why spoil squads if you have no interest in playing squads?