Dire need for static crosshair

Hello

basically i play FPS games on pc since i know myself, never ever tried once on console.

but I am having very hard time trying to play Apex Legends because crosshair moves and makes me dizzy, i can't even run straight because crosshair is rocking and i get the feeling of needing to make it stable(by moving the mouse) like i'm a bird, rocking of all view frustum is OK, crosshair is not.

i have played countless hours of half-life deathmatch so very fast paced action is ok for me. i don't have any medical problems regarding this.

It's even worse when in action climbing, fast paced shooting, basically making it impossible to play.

so i ask if this behaviour is desired by the devs?

if this is desired behaviour is there a way to stop it, or remove the crosshair alltogether ?

thanks for reading and keep fragging!