Do i get banned for having a racist name?

Hi i know i will have some sort of ban because what really happend was that i had a racist name and a streamer saw it. He said he would report me, which he probably did. Lets just say that my name was very racist and if an EA dev or respawn dev saw it, i would probably be banned and honestly i should. But what i want to ask about if i'm getting banned permanently or just a suspension? I really hope it's a suspension because apex is legit my life, and i would never do something like that again now that i know the consequences. I'm sorry for my behavior and i hope it's just a suspension :/