Forget Apex the now. How's your day?

I am just returned from docs and put on anti depressants and anti anxiety pills.

My job was building extensions for people so a lot of it was close to the homeowners and when covid hit the work slowed and after doing so much manual work and then nothing weight began to pile on and confidence hit an all time low, also hit the bottle a bit.

It's not what people want to hear but honestly guys, if your in a similar situation go get some help and don't hold it in or turn to alcohol like me, that's all.