Ranked
Greetings.
I've been trying to get into ranked again. I'm mid gold., nothing special and I am just so put off. Session today I lost 300 RP. Every sinigle game was -35 to -38 RP. And Zero kills. Nothing.
Just frustrated. Mixed ability you get matched with. But it's not just the RP loss. It's the verbal abuse. Team mate goes in and does something stupid solo, *I* get tons of verbal abuse as I'm supposed to magically know what they are doing; no ping, no communication, nothing. Just abuse when they get mowed down by a squad of three solo. But it's my fault. I'm just so sick of it.
I am just done with this. It's stressful, it's not ful losing 300 RP in a session due to this. I just don't see the joy or fun in this at all. It's an awful experience.
Unless you have a regular group of mates to play with or just land on your own and your are comfortable just sayin ** to everyone else I just don't see how anyone bothers solo. What a miserable experience.