Don't shout at me, but, Portal question.

For anyone else who stumbles upon this, go to portal website portal.battlfield.com, and create your experience, save and publish it. Make note of the experience code, four characters, on the last publish screen in portal. Go to the game menu and down in community, you should find the experiences tab. In there should be a code field, where you can enter your code and it will bring up that experience. From there you can find servers hosting that experience or even host your own.

This is also the best way I found to re-find servers that I like to play in portal. Just get the servers experience code and save it to a notepad or something and then search it in this way. Back to playing the server you love.