Packs gone... like for real

I've never done one of these, and I'm low-key at the verge of tears (jk jk ).

I had paused my game from updating and had gone offline. When I went back online, The Sims 4 didn't pop up the play button when I went offline.

So I came back online, right..

The Sims 4 wasn't there when I went looking for it. I had to reinstall it, which then led to me losing all of my packs, and now I don't know if I should quit or if I should give it five years for when I have enough money to get them back.

Like dude, I had nearly all of them from the span of two years, obviously with sales. [I'm a broke college student.] So, like...... what do I do?