Pay to Win ?

Tonight I finally deleted my this game off my console. I might pick it up at a later date, but I’m curious if there’s anyone like me who hasn’t bought FC points experiencing a clear difference in the game.

For instance, my back linenever holds its shape even when I focus on using the midfielders to defend. No matter what instructions I use or formation or width or depth.

I can be square up against a guy with the ball out front with Ruben Dias and miss a standing tackle. I remember flat out missing one with Varane (standing tackle play style+) completely squared up with guy using sprint and going straight through the guy no skill moves or anything to evade me. 

I’ve gotten real good at recognizing when I have an odd, random errant pass that I will then almost without fail give up a goal and typically there’s some suspicious about the shot in particular. It’ll be an outrageous trivela or a situation where I tackle the guy 3 or 4 times but just can’t seem to get possession. 

I’ll get through on goal and between me pressing shoot and actually shooting someone will either tackle me from behind or come from some unreal distance to block the shot. 

When playing against people, they can make crazy standing tackles even when out of position with mediocre or poor defenders. I seal off players and they just run around me but guys can be spamming tackle BEHIND me and affect my player without fouling.

I notice this and some other things the most when I’m playing against a guy with loads of special cards (one month in implying he’s bought his team)

Am I the only one ?