ea account deleted due to inactivity

my account was deleted by EA due to inactivity (haven't logged on since 2017-2018) attempted to log in November last year and my account is not recognised anymore   

I have tried resetting my password for the EA account but that doesn't work either as it says "we couldn't find your EA account" 

ive been talking to various advisors and all of them have said they cant help or they send me useless information that doesn't help me

I have so many games on my account which I cant access?  

why was my account deleted without asking me? (yes ive checked my emails) 

I'm upset and stressed. i have no idea who or how I can get this fixed. 

please I'm begging someone to help me