I feel cheated

I have tried the game on both PC and PS4 and I much prefer the PC version even though they're essentially the same thing. It's just not as fun on console for me, so I can completely understand if you're disappointed. I still encourage you to give it more time like everyone else has said but don't feel pressure to love it - it's just not for everyone and that's ok if it's not your favorite. I'm sorry to hear your laptop broke - I hope you can either get it fixed or get a replacement soon and go back to 3 and play what you love.