too much disparity in firestorm 30

now that ive taken time to like reread and edit my posts i realize i must come off as a curmudgeon to everyone lol. i am a bit cold and abrupt sometimes not to mention mean and denigrating to others when im unhappy. its just that everyone is dumb sometimes and im dumb too i admit it but i feel above you all somehow maybe its cause im not interested in social pleasantries. i just started from the assumption you are all my enemy in game. i guess its good that the various development teams have taken the time to patch out the exploits that have allowed me over the years to terrorize and bully you. alright than, i acquiesce, here and now. i give up trying. not playing or trying to smash ur bases just trying to fit in and have fun, i give on that, ill never now. but thats a good choice for me to make cause it gives me time away from socializing to ride my motorcycle. and then none of you will be bothered by me trolling in chat. i need to stop writing these posts but i cant help it my brain makes me. id fight myself right now. i think about lots of things that arent typically standard everyday concerns i dont know why. i forget already what the point i was getting to was but im sure it was along the lines of like some mass apology for being me but not sorry too. ya that pretty much covers it all are you still reading this? get out of my head