Oh I'm sorry if it came off differently. I wasn't trying to brag or be immature. I was just trying to connect with you or like make conversation idk. I just found it interesting that you switched from apex to valorant when I switched from Valorant to Apex.
I also am very kind to all of my teammates, I used to rage a lot but spent a lot of time working on myself to not be that way anymore. I mostly play support characters so I can help my teammates, but in Valorant I gave up on support and played Reyna as an attempt to be able to clutch on my own. It was very frustrating with Valorant ranked because unless you had a 3-5 stack most likely the team wouldn't agree to thought out plans. Yes, I was 40-50 bombing but I wasn't being kill greedy I was sitting on site letting the other team push us so we could keep the advantage; When we attacked I always went in first because it was my job as a duelist.
I have died multiple times to Caustic in variety of different ways, but not once have I had a enjoyable "fair" death to him, so I decided to finally make a complain on it. It just feels repetitive when I get 6 gas traps and a caustic ult on me in end game with no escape unless I go out of position and get sniped. You can say it's bad positioning but Caustic just gets to throw gas traps on me left and right and they do damage even when I don't see them. Not to mention every time I manage to actually see the Caustic I end up killing him easily.
With Apex teamwork aspect it is much harder to find someone that is willing to do teamwork, but I never solo queue. If there is someone who isn't listening to me and my teammate they end up dropping 10-12 kills and we win. I'm not saying Valorant or Apex is better, I love them both. Valorant was my favorite game for years. In my opinion Apex is more rewarding, the kills seem more difficult, and you feel rewarded when you finish an entire squad. Apex feels more rewarding for me atm.
I'm sorry if I came across wrong, I hope you have a good day.