Console Aiming from Titanfall 2 Needed

I’m here because in Titanfall (1 and 2)  I could hold my own and get wins even with randoms never mind our team.  This Apex game is pathetic for a few reasons.  1st training doesn’t give you a feel for the weapons as they are fully equipped in training and on a hot drop if you have no attachments the guns are awful.  I would have liked training to exclude the attachments until you have a feel for the weapon without it’s addons.  Then there is aiming!!!  I have spent 140 hours on the game so far.  I’m at level 80 and not had a single winning kill!! Sure I’ve had 15 wins but to go from a lot of wins and top 3 nearly every game in Titanfall to still struggling with Apex, something is wrong.  I speak to a lot of people and they are the same as me.  Yet others seem to throw a banana at you from a mile away and your crawling round on your knees.  I swear my crosshairs are on my target but I don’t seem to hit them.  2-3 kills if I’m lucky and I can play like 15 games in an hour and get no wins.  I’d love to know what the others know, I’m missing something....  well I’m missing a lot 😂