It’s so annoying

Let me start by saying Apex Legends is just annoying to play. I have over 1500 hours playing time and for some reason I still get sh## on every game. I bought an Xbox controller with the dpads over a year ago and it helped me feel faster, but now it’s like every game has predator or master players. I got to the point where Im reporting people all the time. It’s not even fun because the only chance I have to win a fight is to snipe or to have a teammate who is one of those predator players. I don’t even write reviews, so you can tell how bad I hate playing this game now. Even wildcard I get teammates that have over 2000 damage in the first few minutes of the game while to me it doesn’t make sense how the second I shoot someone I’m getting clapped from the back. Even if I start shooting from height and I’m head glitching and my enemy isn’t even aware I’m there, he still turns and takes all of my shield to where I can’t even poke my head out . It’s just  annoying