Free to play, pay to get cool items

So I've been playing apex long enough to play for free and still get legendary items, I only pay for season pass and nothing else not even coins. So the new update requires you to pay for items that you want, you can't earn them because it is no way to get enough coins for the new assimilation packs. So you must buy them to get shards and heirlooms, I don't have any heirlooms but I hoped to get shards with regular packs but come to find out they only come out of the new packs.... So I just wanna say this. Even if I have a season pass I still have to pay for items I want, how ridiculous i understand it's a free game that still needs to find ways to get money but I also just wanna play to win instead of pay to get items I really want, I want to earn them by playing and not having to play from out of my pockets. Fix this please or just make your game better for people who aren't streamer rich. I can only get 1000 coins per season which means one assimilation pack but I can't even get one because I've spent my coins on apex packs for shards. So I don't wanna pay but I also just wanna get at least an heirloom legit instead of paying 500 dollars for a chance