I'm tired 😩

Apex Legends was actually my first game after almost 15 years without owning a console. I tried it for the first time and got completely hooked. For like 3 years I honestly didn’t even need another game, Apex was enough for me.

But now? The game is just not fun anymore. Every match feels like you are fighting someone who is either cheating, a pro player, or someone with way too many hours in the game. I don’t know if the matchmaking is doing some kind of rage baiting system, but it gets to a point where is just unbearable. I get more angry than I actually have fun playing this game. It feels exhausting and sometimes just straight up unfair. The funny thing is, I started playing other games, mostly story games, stuff I never thought I would even like. And I actually have a good time with them. I can sit down, play for a few hours and just relax because the game is not constantly pissing me off or putting me in unfair situations. I used to love Apex, but I don’t feel that anymore. I definitely don’t see myself spending money on this game when the experience is this frustrating. 

And honestly, they need to start doing something more serious about cheaters. Ban IP addresses or something, because making new accounts and coming right back should not be this easy. Apex was the game that got me back into gaming after almost 15 years. It’s sad to see what this game has become. It used to be fun, now it just feels like a try-hard grind machine...