Mouse & Keyboard cheating on console

I'm blessed to return and see that no one has responded in such a way as to allude to the fact that they are, themselves, a cheating lowlife. I'm glad my frustration is shared, albeit a bittersweet feeling as I also feel like it's a pointless argument falling on deaf ears.

In response to me using a M&K, essentially a form of "if I can't beat them, I'll join them" - unfortunately is rather eat my own *. I play PS4 in part because it feels like a game console, which includes a controller. I enjoy that, and my comfortable positioning whilst playing, the feel of buttons over keys, etc. It's a very aesthetic thing for me, weird as that may seem. I'd play games like Guild Wars happily on my laptop, or strategy games, point and click, etc.. But fps for me will always be a console feeling, reminiscent of the days I used to play on LAN with my schoolmates etc.

I'm not bad at the game, I still do well enough, I manage to win games every so often and it feels great knowing I do so against the odds at times. Particularly as my teammate is always my partner who doesn't play as avidly and as fiercely as I do. I just wish sometimes that her and I could log on and not always have to be above our best just to enjoy and stay alive. I'd love to just come across the occasional casual fight, even an easy fight, or a fun lucky grenade kill, or a smart standoff between legend abilities. I'd like for her to be allowed to grow in her abilities, get better at the game through fair practice and experience, but this is hard because she's getting mowed down by cheaters every game too.. Right now, all we get are intense, rushed massacres. Where a team is so confident of their cheating and lack of recoil that they'll just brazenly run across the map, burst through the doors and wipe us out instantly with an unflinching, unswaying gun in each hand, as is immediately evident from spectating them after death. I have to literally be at my best, and my most tactical to play Apex right now, and I don't come here to work another shift and feel hard done by, I come to relax!