@BalladalidilaYou're on point, It was what I did at first, because it was the strategy I learnt that gave me more survival time and top 10/5 and so on.
Still that is frustrating, so now I try to keep it in between, be stuffed enough to put up a fight, even if I am gonna miss bullets and so on, being able to heal, to carry heals/cells in case my mates need these, and so on.
This is still hard, but I guess it's funnier to get in the fights, as long as you can last more time than what you needed to get in the game😉
And playing with like minded players is essential.
I like when having teammates that are at my level (even if sometimes with superior players I feel I achieve better fights by myself too, like their spirits gave me better ideas of how to manage my own fights), and who cooperate well.
Even then, even if you get bad at the first or so encounter, you can still feel good of "having played well", like having prepared, choosing the right stuff for each one and so on.