Ranked balanced

I play apex since the begining, i'm casual player ~1 hour sometime after work (PC with mouse and keybord)

But  i'm a good fps player with more than 15 years of XP in css/csgo with "global elite" and faceit lvl 8/9 rank.

But today every time I play apex is the same result : I get rekt in every game, and my team mates die in the first fight we meet.

I know apex is a "team game" but every game has to be playable as solo player.

And today its not possible te get a good time in this game alone.

So i want to ask two questions :

First, why i'm matched with controller player with huge aim assist (just a program...).

Look at top player in apex, all go to controller becasue its cheated, but everybody know fps is desgined to mouse and keybord play.

Controller and aim assit is just an "adaptability" but its not has to be more powerfull.

Second, I want to know why nothing is made for casual alone player ?

With the TTK of apex, if you dont play 3 stack with vocal, you have 0 chance to win against a team.

I mean i play cs, with a team and sometimes solo, in cs you can onetap and the game is playable because it's 5v5 and its easiyer to play with unknow player.

I love apex, its a great game, good mouvement, great feeling but today with this balanced ranked/sbmm I think to quit this game because its not fun anymore.

Sorry for my english, And please Respawn do something for PC casual player...