"Do like everyone else and just play the game, why do you lose to better players - aim, positioning, something else? If so, why don't you try to use the reason you lose and apply that to your next game?"
"getting destroyed by someone out of your league should not be a way for you to call out for "evening the playing-field" it should be a way for you to apply new knowledge and want to be better."
So basically what you're saying is, get gud???
Really?
I addressed that already ("If you came here to say "get gud", my disabilities preclude that so please save your time and breath. I just want to compete with individuals in my skill range, is all I'm asking for.")
I suffer from severe tremors and will never have the great aim that some have, I try to make up for it in situational awareness, team communications, and other aspects, but really that can only carry you so far. I am PROUD to say I actually managed to get bump into silver in overwatch it is something I am amazed I ever reached, but I doubt I will be able to maintain it.