Today Apex died to me
I have been playing Apex throughout Easter on my PS4. I am not a great FPS player, but enjoyed the game. Played well in some games and not good in others. It was a good mix. I even became champion, something have haven’t succeeded on PC.
I was matched with low level players. Players matching my below average skills. Players - New like me. Eager to play together. I needed help at first. I helped others later when I got more experienced. 80% of the time the squad worked together. It was great. All in all I had a great experience with Apex until I hit level 20 today. Almost from level to level I got matched with players far more experienced than me. Players level 40,60,79 etc. player with 1900kills. I have maybe 50-60? So the game changes. I meet a squad and 1,2,3 Im down and out. I don’t stand a change. My squad jump head on. Dies, quits game, before I even get a chance to revive or heal. Suddenly I am alone with my p2020 and white armor against a champion squad with 1900kills.
I played this way throughout this evening and it just became too much. Squad leaving early, squad jumping different places, squad running off solo. Opponents way to good for me. In the end I want to play against ppl with my own skills. I want to have good and bad games. I Don’t want to “get better”. I have no aspiration to become great. I just want to have fun.
I have absolutely no fun now and when you actually like the game it is really sad you have to quit it.