What happened to apex?

Lol, ok fellas, First off, I mentioned that I found this season to be better than many previous, and that I found myself playing more in the last couple weeks than in quite some time. 

Do I want the game to end.... yes. 

Why do I continue to play you ask? - Again day one player whom loved this game since season one as much as any die hard Apex supporter. Whom still hopes the game returns to its former glory, and continues to check in from time to time in hopes that happens. 

Why do some drug addicts, who hate their addiction, continue to use? If you can't understand this question or answer it, you have no place commenting in the first place. IMHO

Maybe asks the psychologist that EA payed to research and perform studies on how the human mind works in many specific areas such as engagement strategies and so on. Im sure they can enlighten yous on why addiction exists.... yes, especially in the gaming industry. Its also why some gaming companies have been taking to court in the past for dirty tactics. 

I have wanted to uninstall this game for quite some time now, however because of a deep love for the game, I am unable to. I am not naïve, I am old enough and educated enough and have enough life experience to know that I have an addiction to the game, I wish I could beat. However I am not strong enough to walk away. Hence why I wish it ends, so that my addiction can end with it. 

You will find, in most cases the ones that complain the most,  and are the most frustrated or voice such et cetera, are the ones that love the game the most. It stems from a passion. 

And childish was the word you used?  maybe one day when yous are older, you'll understand these above points. 

But thank you for your opinions. Much appreciated.