Help me please matchmaking

Over the last two days I’ve been put into lobbies with preds, cheats?!? It’s always the same players to the point I know the names - every gunfight you are dead in 8 hits or less. My overall point being I am not good enough to be in these lobbies - then you get random brand new players from like fresh level 2’s to 20 odd which seems really odd. It is not fun losing every gunfight in 1 second to players that are just so much better, why am I in these lobbies. I’m old and close to giving up gaming - this game is a mess. All gaming is a mess, everyone thinks they’re a pro streamer I can smell the sweat through the TV…. Help me 😭😭😭😭